Listening to the new Kate Bush CD and cooking a feast for my gaming buddies. Trying not to give into the pain gnawing at my heart. Bought some beer at the store tonight, so will raise a toast later.
I miss you, Sam. Part of me will forever remain incomplete without your physical presence in my life. Though I may continue on and learn to live fully in time (as you wanted me to), part of me - the eternal 16 year old boy - will always be yours. That part of me left this plane with you. Treat him well. He represents my love that will be with you always.